want to meet others

Hi, my name is Wendy and I have been married for all my adult life. I have a 20 year old beautiful daughter and a 18 year old son. My husband has been in the military since before I met him. Recently he retired from the AF, my daughter moved 3000 miles away with her fiancee, my son is getting ready to graduate from high school and I recently graduated with my bachelor's but I have no job yet. I am 40 years old and I feel like my identity and purpose for life is over. Don't get me wrong-suicide is not for me but I am very lonely and hurting really bad right now. It would be nice to get out and meet other people right now at least until I can function and find a job.